Dreams & Nightmares
Great for Psych Majors!
09.08.05 - Dreamt that Troy and I went to get a haircut at someone's home. We went in, and there were already several women waiting. After a minute or 2, they all got up - I thought they were going up to the front counter to asy they were there, but instead I saw they all had papers with the time of their appointment on them and they went into a room full of beauty chairs and sat down. I was the only one left, and even Troy was outside playing on the steps with some kids and their cars. I went to the fromt desk and a lady smiled and came up to me asking how she oculd help me. I said that we needed haircuts and she said she could easily fit us in. She then picked up a bowl with something that looked like long curved teeth set halfway down the bowl and in a complete circle. It had either tiny holes in each tooth or diamonds or something... and she explained that this was how she would like to cut my hair. Apparently you set it on someone's head and it does... something. No clue. The cost for both of us was going to be a little over $32, and I didn't have enough money. Asked if there was an ATM close by and there was one 2 blocks down (I think it was at 17th and Van Dorn, not sure though). I left to go and Troy and I started to walk down to get some money. Don't remember anything else.
09.05.05 - I dreamt that I went to my high school reunion (which in real life I missed). It was dark in the building and there was a huge open space with tables set up, almost elegant. It ended up being like one of those muder/mystery dinner party type things, but was a Buffy the Vampire Slayer theme. (lol) I don't remember much of the beginning, but at some point I was pulled backstage to help, and I remember looking out the curtain and seeing myself still sitting at the table... the lights were all off so it was completely dark, and I had to pull my double backstage as well and replace her with a small statue. The girl to my left noticed this and kept trying to touch me and get my attention when no one was supposed to see me at all.
I finally got backstage again, and it was filled with magical items like at the Magic Box in the show. I was there to prevent anything stupid from happening. Someone still, however, ended up opening some box up and their eyes changed dramtically. It started spreading and everyone started turning into monsters... the only way to tell was the eyes though. No one seemed to panic, but there started to be some chaos as the monsters went after the regular people and turned them into monsters themselves. I found these herbs in a jar that when thrown on the monsters, it changed them back and frantically ran around throwing them on everyone, monster or not, so that everyone would be fine. This seemed to be the finale and everyone clapped and the party started breaking up.
During the course of all this, there was a swimming pool as well and Wesely showed up in the dream. He stripped down and I had to tell him that I had a boyfriend as he was making advances, and then he went and jumped into the pool and I could see him swimming as if I were underwater. There were also kids I was trying to save from the monsters... at one point we were running down the middle of 10th street around Van Dorn. At the end when people were breaking up I also saw Sieck and asked for a hug, but he hesitated before doing it. I guessed because I was going to see him at work the next day anyway.
Earlier in the dream I had seen Sarah, an old friend where the friendship kind of soured, and she was glaring at me. Tim showed up in the middle of everything and I had to explain what was going on. Turns out that Sarah was Toby's wife and she and Tim used to be engaged. Toby was no where to be seen, but Tim left me right then and there for her, and I knew that she was leaving Toby as well. I went outside to find my car, and realized it was Kansas City and we were at a church. I had to go to another church close by, but was lost and had to ask for directions which were simple, but I still got confused. It was in a bad part of town.
I got to the church, and there were dirty people who were bitter and threatening me. They had been part of the show (reunion) long ago and were now out of work and having to live in this dilapidated church and were advancing on me to hurt me or punish me or something for having been part of the recent show. However, I was able to come up with a plan to save them all and there was much rejoicing. I also realized that Toby lived here and I stopped in to see how he was holding up since his wife left him for Tim. He was a mess, all scruffy sitting on the floor amidst a bunch of garbage and pizza boxes, playing video games. He looked like a bum. We talked and he brightened up slightly, then had to let me feel this tooth he had recently broken. After that, his eyes lit up and he leaned towards me and said we were both free, both victims of the same thing, and were thus free to get together and he kissed he rather needily. I didn't mind, and we ended up on the floor. I was much happier now, though I had to leave. I left smiling, but got lost fininding my car and the way out then.
Don't remember anything else.
08.02.05 - I'm not remembering all of my dreams, so they're not worth their own entries, but to summarize the very little I remember... this week I've dreamt: something about a couple of kittens we had that were a problem. Unsure if they were too intelligent or what, and I remember that one problem was that one was peeing in a pie tin and I was afraid it was going to tip because then everythign was going to smell like cat piss. Another dream I woke up to partial reality and Tim trying to calm me down and get me to lay back down, because I was scared of the spiders, or some kind of bug, which kept dive bombing me and I was freaking out big time and kept ducking and trying to get them off of me. Eventually I listened to Tim and was able to trust what he was saying. I dreamt something about Troy... but can't remember anything other than he was in the dream. Been having lots of nightmares, will post if I can remember more.
07.28.05 - I had the most horrible dream. I dreamt that Wesely had died and I was incredibly upset when I found out. His funeral was more of a sales type deal and he had a booth of stuff to purchase - including a photo album, memoirs (journals and such), I think some vegetarian fare, and some little toys I can't remember what they were though. They had a bunch of photo albums sitting out, though none were for sale, all reserved but more were back ordered, and I got really upset and yelled at the lady that I wanted one because we had been friends and I wanted it to remember him by. She tried to soothe me and assured me that I would receive one. I was angry and crying and there was something about a truck. I finally left and then got a call from Hy-Vee saying they had one in stock for me, so I went and picked it up. After that it's fuzzy... but I remember finding out that the person's funeral booth next to yours I was in band with, or something to that effect. I knew them but had forgotten and I got even more upset.
06.18.05 - Dreamt that Troy and I were playing some game, possibly a board game, in some house that apparently was ours. We had a bunch of pillows and blankets on the floor playing, and all of a sudden the cupboard up by the ceiling opened and shut slowly about times all by itself. We both just stared at it trying to figure out what just happened. A bit later, something else happened, and I knew the place was haunted and got scared and screamed for it to stop - and it did. Tim finally came home and I ran to him, scared to death of our house now. He started looking around the house, checking things out. When he was gone, the stuffed otter reached up and pulled on the window blinds cord and I screamed. Tried screaming for Tim, but no sound would come out and it took 3 times to be able to scream his name, and I actually woke up crying out his name and half sobbing. <shakes head> Tim, of course, slept through it and never even noticed.
06.12.05 - This morning/afternoon I dreamt that the walls had sores, which were measles, all over them and they were opening bleeding. Troy had some on him as well, and I was beginning to get them on me. I told my mom I wasn't feeling well and she told me to stay away from her then because she didn't want to get sick. Don't remember anything else... in and out of dreams all morning/afternoon.
04.19.05 - I went to the grocery store and bought a block of Kraft sharp cheddar and went up to the check out only to realize I left my money in the car. While I was walking back to the car, I was thinking about Hector and the fact that I had been seeing him a lot lately. Got to my car, got my purse, and I decided to write him a note and leave it with the checker at the store, since he came here a lot. As I was turning to go back to the store, Hector appeared and hugged me as I told him I was just thinking about him. His family was in the store watching us chat for a bit, but I don't remember what we talked about at all. I went back into the store to finish my shopping, and the checker held up my cheese grinning. He said he was going to throw it away because if you let cheese sit out and get this warm it can make you sick.
He went to get me another block, and I saw this guy standing at my lane, hovering over a blond girl in a pony tail. He seemed threatening, so I went over to see what was going on. He was mad at her, stating that apparently she had left a note in his bag the last time he was in here. He had bought 10 candy bars, and the note said something about Santa Claus and noting the fact that he had bought so many candy bars. She smiled, remembering, but she had only done it to cheer him up, not as a nasty joke. She said another lady who came in here liked getting her notes, and they seemed to make her day, and she would have really gotten a kick out of that particular note. The guy started yelling at her, and she lost her smile. The guy seemed to have a friend, who came over to try and smooth things out a little bit. He was cute and kept flirting with me. Found out this guy (the angry bully) had been stalking the girl, following her and making her late to work and such. I gave him a piece of my mind and was as threatening as I could be. I took the girl under my protection, making it known that anyone who messed with her messed with me.
The bully walked away and went somewhere else in the store, while his friend stayed to chat. I made some mention of how cute he was, and he smiled, which was beautiful. He walked me out to the car an we were holding hands. He pretty much asked me out, and I warned him how I had a boyfriend, right before I kissed him goodbye.
04.18.05 - Dreamt that I was going to the Lied Center to see the new The Phantom of the Opera movie. Some lady was taking me, but I had the feeling others were supposed to be joining us. We sat on a bench, and I was worried about getting a good seat though there were very few others around at all. A waiter with white gloves came to take our order for a veggie platter (like carrots, broccoli, cauliflower, etc), and then we were led behind some red velvet curtains the a large movie theater to take our seats. Our tickets weren't taken, but that didn't seem to be a problem. I had to get up for some reason, though was told there was no admittance back in once the production had started. I went to a gas station and there was a video game of the movie and I was surprised since it was just coming out. I met up with Troy at some point, but I don't remember much about that part. I went back to the theater, got back in and then left again to go back to that gas station. Don't remember anything else.
03.07.05 - Dreamt I was at work, and was going to be doing a Tastefully Simple party for Jeb and Jon. I was sitting on the floor by Jeb's cubicle and telling someone else how layed back and cool Jeb was - how very little bothered him. He then got a call, and his eyes teared up, I heard him say something about death or died or something to that effect and then the tears were streaming and he was crying. I put my hand to my mouth in shock, for this was altogether different from anything I'd seen of him, but I wondered if this meant he would cancel his party.
I was also doing a party for Jon, and I may have been doing one for both of them together... unsure. I went to the place where it would be... unsure who's house or whatnot it was, and there were tables everywhere piled with stuff like clothing and thrift store type stuff. A girl I knew several years ago, Nikki, came in with another friend of mine (unsure who it was), but ignored me. She looked completely different, looked in her 40's but she's younger than me... she also looked strung out.
Other people started coming in, and I was socializing when I realized I hadn't set anything up. I started putting stuff out on an empty table, but didn't have my trays or crackers, and had forgotten to make soup. I started to get really upset as it was almost time to start. I pulled Jon aside and told him I needed to run home to get some stuff, and he got kind of cranky and said I wasn't leaving until I explained everything that I needed and did not have. Nikki then came forward and said she would drive me home to get the rest of my stuff. I promised that I would be back in 10 minutes, which was silly because I was on the south side of town and lived over by Holdrege at this point. Nikki and I jumped in her car, and had to wait at the corner for some guys to rollerblade onto the sidewalk and get out of the street, and one of the guys flashed me a smile. We got to my house, and I realized I still had soup left over from a party I had done a month ago and thought it would still be good, even though it had only been in the refrigerator. I also realized how much other stuff I had forgotten and scrambled to grab brochures and everything else I may need. I looked the clock and it had already been 20 minutes and I was desperately late and panicking... and I don't remember anything else.
***As a bizarre side note - I told Jeb this at work and he said that he had been playing video games and his eye actually was tearing up around 2am. Just that is kinda odd, but... Then the next day he told me that when he went home after work, his wife asked him if he'd been crying the night before... she'd dreamt he was crying. ;) Crazy!! lol Well, both Jeb and I thought that was rather bizarre anyway.
03.03.05 - Dreamt that I was applying at a different ISP who stated they were bigger than RoadRunner. The manager offered me a job immediately, and offerd me a car as well. They were out past Waverly, not quite Omaha though, I don't think. I told my manager that I had been offered this job, and he kind of shrugged and asked if they could pay me as much as here though. I didn't know. Tried to talk to the other ISP manager, and he was having difficulty giving me a straight answer. He yelled at me when I stated that I had to have days due to my 6 year old, because everyone wanted days and there didn't seem to be an opening.
Then I was over at an old friend's house named Troy. There was a little boy, which for some reason I thought as him, but he didn't remember me. I explained to his mom that I had been friends with Troy and Megan a while back. Troy walked in then, and I started talking to him then. He didn't want to come hang out because he raised show cats that looked like leopards, but just a little bigger than house cats. Don't remember anything else.
03.02.05 - Dreamt I was at work, but decided to leave to get Schlotsky's. Figured I'd just tell them I had been doing work. We were a larger fancier building on a busy street corner, and I had forgotten my badge when I came back. Everything was quite posh inside, and I managed to slip past the guard. Then I was in the basement, and a teacher asked that I help evaluate an art class, or grade papers, or something - kind of fuzzy. I tried to explain that I needed to get back to work, but she wouldn't have it. So, I did all the work asked of me, and my manager made his way downstairs. I got really nervous, trying to figure out how to explain why I wasn't upstairs answering phones, but he didn't seem to care. We left together, and everything was pure white. We had to walk up some stairs, but there was a gaping hole in the middle; no stairs in a section where they should be. There wasn't even a frame for stairs - it was like a section was completely cut out. He went up the stairs to that point, and then jumped up the rest of the way. He laughed at me when I said there was no way I could do that, and came back down. Then he kind of went crazy; started sweating and got angry and violent. I started to become fevered as well and knew I had some rare disease and had passed it on to other people there, and everyone was starting to get fevered and sick as well. I was scared of him, but apparently got away because then I was upstairs and my sandwhich from earlier was on my desk in the bag. Don't remember anything else.
02.03.05 - Last night dreamt that my car was having problems. It was night, and she was being kind of sluggish, and the brakes weren't really working. I would slow down, but could not stop all of the way. Another part of the dream, I was having a huge party in some white mansion with balconys and such. The party was because I had either just had a baby, or was about to have a baby. I went into work at some point to e-mail people there, and Scott said he'd be there once his shift was over. Then I had bought a gerbil for Troy, but his cage wasn't completely covered, just little fence to keep him in, which didnt' work. He jumped over and I was trying to catch him but he was too quick. Later on at some point I did catch him, but accidentally killed him and was incredibly upset because it had been an accident. Then we were in some cramped and dingy place with several bedrooms where everything was filthy and the lights barely worked, were low. Don't rememebr anything else.
02.02.05 - Dreamt the house I was at had a movie theater connected to it, just down the stairs. Veronica and Vanessa came over and we went to watch a movie with tons of other people (it was a huge theater), but for some reason I decided to get up and go upstairs. I saw that it was getting dark out, and saw some tornados out of the window on the horizon, whipping around everywhere, more building, and I pretty well freaked out. Tried to get back into the theater to warn them, but the doors weer locked and I couldn't get in. Finally did and everyone just ignored me. I was really scared because I knew the theater wouldn't hold up and everyone inside would be killed.
01.28.05 - Dreamt that I went to my old apartment building for some reason. When I got there, a guy in a beard saw me and appeared to be happy to see me, though blocked his own parking space and pointed to another. I think we talked a bit, and then he drove an older car out the alley towards Hill street. Troy was supposed me meet me here, by the bus stop, though I thought that he would know my car and just come in. I went inside to my grandma's old apartment and took a shower. I put on just a silky robe, and went out on the balcony with my hair wet, looking to see if Troy was there yet. He was talking to a lady at the bus stop, and then got in her car. I could see him in the car, and he looked over at me and just waved. I pretty much freake dout, almost went in to get some clothes on, btu instead jumped over the balcony and raced after them. My robe didn't stay closed (my nakedness tehre for everyone rofl), but I ran as fast as I could to try and get to that car. They turned onto 9th street and I went 11th. Somehow I got to the car when it was at a stoplight, and jerked the car door open. Troy was sitting in the back seat, and the car was an older model, one with the old style door handle where you push in the button with your thumb to open it from the outside. She was blonde and jumped out of the car, apologizing saying she was sorry and such. I had the thought that he thought she was his mother and that's why he got into the car. I grabbed him and held him to me and glared and yelled at her, then walked away. Then we were in Subway, and she was there. Apparently she worked there, but she looked a little different. As soon as I saw her, I shielded Troy and she just stared. Don't remember anything after that. I could go into at least 1 possibility for the meaning of that, but would hope that I'm secure enough to be wrong. If you're curious, ask. I will not post it here.
12.25.04 - Dream was bleary, only rememebr bits and pieces. We were...somewhere... and I was talking with this guy. He was looking for a necklace, some velvet necklace. He left, and I was shopping (?) when he came back. He said he had talked to Klotz adn was holding a checklist in his hand... said that I had already borrowed the necklace he was looking for. In reality, I had a heart with I Love You written on it, I had not borrowed the velvet one.
Then I was at my old house on Plum, there as different furniture in differnt places, but not very much. People were in my house and I didn't think they should be there... there was a cumputer which looked eitehr very old or a cross between an atari and a pc that wasn't working. I couldn't get ito nline, or something, and somehow the phone company was called to dispatch a tech, apparently. Then we were at Danica's and I was with a few people. Danica started handing out presents, and when I opened mine it was a big box of some fruit flavored chewy candy... I think Simpsons themed. A card fell out of the wrapping, showing it was orginally been for her son Aaron, so she was giving out her kids' Christmas presents to us because she wanted to make sure she included us...
I went outside, and I didn't recognize the house. A van had pulled up and it was the tech coming to fix the computer. He was southern friendly and was eating a sandwich. He had a bag of stuff he carried into the house, but tehre was no computer there afterall. I didn't know where it went... and I don't really remember anything else.
12.17.04 - Dream began when I was scared of something. Locked myself in the bathroom because I thought there was something out there coming. Someone else was in the house, but I don't think they were with me... kind of fuzzy. I finally came out sometime later, and it wasn't my house. The guy who lived there told me that he had created a zombie and I freaked out. Now Troy was with me, and all I could think of was that I needed to get him out of the house before something happened to him. The house owner kept reassuring me that everything was ok and that the zombie was locked up in the basement. I didn't care because I knew that it could get out if it wanted to. Sent Troy out to the car ahead of me, and he had his back pack. I think this house was on a seasside cliff, but unsure.
Ended up staying inside and went downstairs to see the zombie. I may have been in love with this guy, but unsure. I think he also had an "assistant"? Went downstairs, and the zombie was in a thick walled reinforced room. I was told that it was harmless, and quite aware of everything. I noticed that the basement had a lot of storage, auditorium folding chairs were stacked everywhere, and there were items with drop cloths and rooms here and there. I was told the guy had really done something with the place, and he had a really nice room over to one side. I went to look and it was furnished quite nicely. Was also told that he had a good lab now, and we went to look - it was actually a walk in store with an electronics booth set up. There were groups of ppl set up here and there.
We went back to the zombie. The door was opened and I met it. The zombie was a girl with short blond hair, and purple patches on her cheeks. I was very scared of her, sure that she was going to attack me and try to eat me or something. We went upstairs, and ended up having quite a conversation. I asked if she, well, ate people and she admitted that when she first awoke she had a lot of bloodlust, but she stopped herself, and now she was just fine. I mentioned the only stuff I knew about zombies was from the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series and she looked at me blankly. I asked, since she was herself a creature not believed in, did vampires exist? She said yes, here and there, but they hid well.
Then I was in another dream.
Was in a school, maybe, and everyone had swapped bodies except for me and I knew it. I saw Bauer in the hall and he was bouncing around talking to people. I said hi to him and he didn't know who I was (of course since everyone swapped bodies), but said that I seemed a pretty quiet person who kept to myself. I think he menat boring but didn't want to say it. We ended up getting together a group and went somewhere, seemed like a house but there were a lot of ppl there. I made a small orange bomb, and when I showed it to him he asked if all it did was blow up. I said yes, and threw the bomb on the floor where it bounced a couple times and blew up. It was a small explosion so that it would not harm anyone. He said he could do better than that. He made a little bit bigger one, set it on the table, and steam blew out of the sides, then it kind of collapsed on itself and started oozing something out as it shriveled up. Some of the stuff got onto a ceramic hamburger and when I took it away it felt like a real hamburger with tomatoes on it. The goo had done something to change it.
Then we were over by some game we called pinball, but it was a long conveyor belt. When you put money in it it dropped a whole bunch of items on the belt, the first person got round chips, the second got jacks (like a ball and jacks), and then I went to put in my $20 so I could play too and a white cordless phone fell into the side and got stuck. Somebody was trying to get the phone out because this was holding up the game and our credits would run out before anyone won it. Finally dug the phone out of it... and the rest is fuzzy.
12.03.04 - Had a terrible nightmare last night, almost didn't post it it's so awful. This is probably a weird way to do the dream, but none the less, here you go:
Starts with two friends on a football team together, can’t remember the details of this, but I know there’s something vital I’m missing about these two. There is rivalry between both, good-natured. Something happens, main guy does something, gets kicked off team and something taken away – some part of the uniform? He is terribly angry with friend - glares at him and leaves, takes friend's car. Both have Camaros but he finds this one is faster than his. Takes off. Girl runs after him, a blonde, apparently he shouldn't have left her for some reason. Girlfriend? Ride? Unsure.
Then she's in a car, another Camaro, and is out of town. Out of town football game? She's lost. Drives down a 1-way street the wrong way, cop car doing same in front a ways and one in back. She’s worried since she doesn't have her license with her and afraid of getting a ticket. The cop in front turns down a road, and she follows. Turns onto gravel road by cornfield, parks, turns off lights, and gets out to sit outside. The cop behind ends up following her, though the cop in front disappears over a hill.
Cop stops, gets out and asks her why she pulled over onto this gravel road. She's scared of a ticket, and scared about being lost, near to tears. She explains that she's lost and she doesn't have her license with her (why she admits this, I haven't a clue), and then starts crying. Cop is sitting on hood of car, as is she, and he puts an arm around her, she starts to fold into him for comfort, but when she does he tries to push her head down - as if to have her give him head. She's shocked and jerks back. He tells her to go ahead and she refuses. His partner gets of the car as he explains that then they either need to go to "her" place or she will be arrested.
*Flash to the main guy, with father (hers? his?) with him, they don't know where she is, can't find her, investigating whether kidnapping or not*
*Switch to father and guy in house torn up* - They find the house she was taken to, and main guy upset because felt (the soft, thin fabric stuff) used to be in certain places, but isn't now - he knows it's because they tried to get rid of all of the blood. He knows that girl had been taken - raped, beaten, bloodied. Basically tortured, don't know how long she was there. Guy is furious, shouting, stomping around, he wants justice.
*Flash to seeing girl at house being raped, sodomized, beaten and cut up some by cops... blood on floor clotting, some smeared on wall & cops*
The she's in an elderly couple's home, standing bruised and battered wearing a dress, arms held in front of her close to her body. She is at least alive. Couple is sad for her, much pity, for what she's gone through, and they say as much to each other.
End of remembrance. <shakes head> Warped.
11.18.04 - Proof that I spend too much time at work: Had a dream last night about one of my co-workers - Vance. It was... interesting. Vance was at my apartment (which I don't live in) and I made him leave for some reason - prob at least partially due to him wanting to attack my friend's 1 year old. I think he were stalking me, too. Had to lock all the doors and windows to keep him out, and there were actually 2 front doors that I deadbolted and chained, with a long hallway in between. Then I was in the bedroom and saw Vance on a ladder just getting onto the top of my building. He popped his head over the side and scared the crap out of me, which made me bolt to the other room. He was drilling holes in my roof so that when it rained it would ruin my walls. I knew he was drilling holes, and why (for some reason I knew this... gotta love dreams... lol), and I got the phone book trying to find my landlord's number (which happened to be a real past landlord of mine) so that I could let them know there was going to be damage to the building. I also wanted them to get over here to stop him as well as to fill up the holes. I couldn't find the number, as they weren't listed. Finally found it, and it was not in abc order, but when I called, the person on the other end was rude and I think maybe the wrong number? Don't remember anything after that point.
05.30.04 - Well, had another bizarre dream last night. Finally remembering to record it. Dreamt that my dad's church was also Tim's grandma's church. We went, and I was walking around, and they had a buffet type lunchroom. Got some food, but couldn't go back because the sermon was star ting again. I didn't go back into the sermon, but Troy was there. SOmething happened, and I said "god dammit" out loud. Some people heard me. A lot later I was called in, and there was a group of ppl behind a desk with their hands folded. I knew they were going to kick me out. Then I heard some other ppl discussing what equip they were going to buy to network all the computers. Either Cisco or something else I've never heard of. Of course, I talked them into getting the Cisco equipment if they wanted stability. They were surprised, but took my advice. Then they still kicked me out; told me I was no longer welcome in their church.
Then I was outside, and this guy got a hold of me, and I was surprised. I had fought him before, but this was the first time he was able to win. He turned me into a vampire, and I was seriously not happy. There was also another guy there, and they both wanted me. Well, there were 2 vampire covens, or whatever they'd be called. I knew the leader of the other one, and was friends with him apparently. He was upset that I hadn't let him be my master instead, and I tried to explain that I hadn't had a choice, and if I would have had to choose it would have been him. I think he may have been Jean-Claude, but I'm not 100%.
03.23.04 - Ok, had another bizarre dream last night. lol I was Buffy, and a whole bunch of stuff happened, but can't remember what until I went home (which was my old apartment building). I didn't have my door key, and another guy was nice enough to let me in at the 10th street door. Went to check my e-mail and I saw Angel, who apparently didn't know me and asked if I was new or something. I said yes, and as I was looking for my mailbox key, he said something about as long as I wasn't anything like this other girl who had been there a while back who was looking for "the key", and I perked up immediately and asked "Dawnie??" He started to leave after he asked if I'd known that chick, and I called after him by his name and he never turned back. I tried my mailbox, but my key was too big... then I saw another box that the keyhole was messed up, and mine fit fine. Opened it up and there was a lot of stuff in it. Started hearing a guy... phone maybe... and he was telling me about the 3 packages. He was some sort of wizard or something, and had shrunk a bunch of stone men in the first one, and then there was a large stone statue which wasn't mentioned, and then he said he had also shrunk the ice men. There was a bag of ice like you get at the store, only you could tell each piece was a little man. I freaked out, knowing that I needed to get them away from everyone, and was going to try and get them to the country. Took everything and went to my jeep and it was night now. The voice started laughing, and the packages started rumbling like they were going to grow back to their original size. I stopped the jeep, which was just around the corner of my building, and pushed them all out onto the street and ran for home. The earth shook, and I got into the building and up to my apartment. As I was opening my door, I saw something like King Kong, but with a woman's face, climbing up my balcony. I knew it was after me, and went back into the hallway. It had climbed up on top of the building, and I ran to the front and saw a group of asians looking up and pointing, and then they all rushed inside and up to my floor and I thought I was going to be run over. They were talking about the king kong type thing and saying how good it was, and something about adoptions and hospitals. I was afraid it was going to fall through the roof on top of me, and I went downstairs and out the door. I felt trapped as I walked around the building, as if I went too far from the building, it would see me and give chase then. No where to run. Alarm then woke me up.
03.09.04 - OMG... I dreamt I was going to marry Tim (from grade school). I think I was the one who said let's get married, and I figured I could have both Tims at once. On the day of the wedding, he picked me up in a car full of people, and he was in a really nice Tux. I freaked, thinking I was under dressed, and then saw that he had a really beautiful wedding dress in the car with him. We ended up getting to the hall or whatnot, and there were hundreds of people there. I ended up just knowing this was the wrong thing to do, but since I had initiated it, was afraid to tell him I'd changed my mind at the alter. We did end up talking, and I explained that I touched guys a lot, and went out and danced with guys a lot and couldn't have a jealous husband. He hung his head and the wedding was called off. At some point he asked why I'd want to marry him, and I said something about boys who liked to pick on girls in grade school. We talked a lot in my dream, about everything. I had been hanging out with him a while back, but stopped going and he realized it was because he had dissed gays, which pissed me off pretty bad. For the wedding he had shaved and had a very handsome face. His entire face was for me, and by that I mean, his emotions played across his face depending on what I was feeling and how I was reacting. It was an absolutely crazy dream. Hollow-Head of all people!!
02.25.04 - Had a crazy dream last night. Dreamt Tim and I were going to get married, and were going to do the vows at my old place on Plum street. Ray (Cindy's dad) was going to minister. We invited a bunch of people, and no one showed up for the first hour. I left with a couple of people to find someone, and when I came back they were all there and angry that I had made them wait, especially DeMoss. People from work were there, including Frankie and Joe - both who used to work here but don't now. They were all partying in a garage, but I could tell they were there by logging onto something like AIM, and everyone who was "online" was actually at my place. I was wearing a nightgown, and got embarassed, so ended up putting on my wedding gown, and when I looked in the mirror I weighed probably about 240lbs and had some grey in my hair. At some point I took my wedding gown off, and was looking for a shirt and found a long sleved Huskers shirt, which I definitely wanted to wear. We didn't get married, in fact I never saw Tim at all. Ray never showed up because Cindy ended up getting married on the same day, so he completely blew me off. And there was a dish of money somewhere that slowly emptied, and I knew why at the time but can't remember now.
02.10.04 - I had a dream about a week ago that I forgot to record. I dreamt that Q and Vanessa had a baby together, and Vanessa didn't want her so she gave her to me. I forgot about her, and I think I put her on a shelf, until months later and I freaked out. She had kind of a big head, and her name was Davey. She had tons of intelligence in her eyes, but didn't talk or cry... only stared. Someone came to the door, and she ran away as if scared. Whoever showed up came in, and I went to find her, and she was under a lot of clothes in the closet, and in egg form. I picked up the egg, red if I remember corerctly, held her to my chest, and she morphed back into a baby. I don't remember anything else, think I woke up after that. It was a completely bizarre dream.
12.05.03 - Had crazy dreams last night. Dreamt that I had to call into work for some reason, and they had my address wrong. Told me I had to give my apartment number, I assume since they had Plum street address there and technically I was "A". I said I didn't have an apartment, and she argued with me, and said that the apartment number helped add up to the zip code. I gave her the new address, and noted that there was no apartment and she said something about "You have that attitude and you're in tech support?" I apologized and said I was grumpy since I was being nasty to her. She then ended up bringing a customer on the line with us telling him I was in tech support and I could help him. I hung up, and they called back on my home number to help him. Bizarre.
My other dream, I kept being followed by a cop car with no headlights at night. I was driving around looking for a job; at least a part time job. I still lived on Plum, and was trying to find something in the neighborhood. I didn't stop at a stop sign and didn't use my turn signal at another corner, but didn't get pulled over. Though he kept following me no matter where I went. Someone told me it was because I went driving to see if I could find a house, and then just turned around and came back. Thought it might have looked suspicious. Don't remember anything else on either dream.