Marionette

Open window to my soul
portal of my madness
they broke the lock
they are the key to all my anguish
Love felt painfully
not returned the same
a fear felt coarsing through my veins
not of, but for him
This they see in my mind
view of my insanity
Wind rushes on
through clouds of confusion
in a darkening aura
sunlight trapped beyond
Hate felt truthfully
of them as they rule
and of myself as I bend to their wishes
as they taunt in cruelty alone
This they see in me
a view of my insanity
The strings are pulled
as they control my every move
scoffing at my feelings
mocking as I stumble and fall once more
Visions of death unnumbered
eternal peace of mind
my one wish as I sit here
contemplating bloodshed
They they see and laugh at
the insanity they made in me.