Again

Possibility of my love
again
I quiver
to hear your voice
see your eyes
and to feel your embrace
if even for a moment
or in friendship alone
even that would mean the world
I miss you
and all I can think of
is how I lost us
in my own selfishness
and wanting you to be happy
by sacrificing myself
yet that's not selfish, is it
I want us to be one
again
I still love you
tried to hate, I did!
and lost
lost myself in you
endless torture
nights of tears
G N' R track eleven
betrayal of myself
my heart
oh, why couldn't I hate you make my life so much easier
two boys declare their love
and I only wish it were you
foolish me
writing all this mush
telling how I feel
so I can be destroyed again?
Dreams of you
premonition
please don't let it end the same
be with me alone
I've waited forever
and will wait 'til time ends
in your arms
lost in your eyes
as I see they sparkle for me
like before
please
I can bare it no more
sleepless nights
always thinking
of you
how did you do it?
When no one else could hold me
broken heart unmended
yet the stitches beginning to pull
eternity my offer
love for all time
marriage by our souls
no paper can prove this
be my only
again.