Dream

The wind combs my hair wild
and the sun colors my body brown
As the water washes my sins away
I raise myself out of ocean
to come to you in lust
and I see your nakedness shining
and I know you want me too
every muscle taut and hard
as you lay upon golden sand
waiting for me to join
and my hands touch burning skin
as I massage you to desires unknown
until you pull me on top
straddling your hips
and riding with a passion I know well
your body familiar
yet hidden from me for this time
and the waves roll over us in fury
at a vow I have broken
until they pull me from you
broken and weeping
to my master
and I know he is angry and hurt
that I would seek another's love
as he does not understand
that the love I have for him
will never go away
but I feel so empty
in the cold hole I'm in now
weeping for both
as my hair tangles darkly
and my body pales sickly
as the damp layers my sins upon me
and I sleep fitful
with dreams of having you
as the desires are held back
and my master receives not my love
I feel his mind screaming for control
forbidding my escape from hell
until I finally kill him
and run into your arms
and wilt away in death
having only one, and only half my heart
my soul waste
good-bye.